Meme

[appleofhiseye]

It's been forever since I did one of these and Apple hit 32k...sometime this weekend? SO LET'S HAVE A QUESTION MEME. Ask me things and I will ask you things back! I can do those dot things and heart things too but you will have to link me to them because HTML is hard.

I have Apple/Shirayuki and Haruki at Aather
Machika, Leo, and Jack at CFUD
Apple/Shirayuki at Decollage

I like the colors okay

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[doesnothappen]

Relationshipppp meeeee

[appleofhiseye]

ILU THE MOSTEST

I guess nothing has technically changed about their relationship but as a recap, Apple has the utmost respect and admiration for Mau. He's able to keep his head in difficult situations, is always questioning and searching for answers, and is able to support everyone in his own way! They're similar enough that she can see where he's coming from in most situations and his presence is enough to help her keep her head and try to come up with a rational solution (she misses him during games now...). But just as much as he supports her, she's able to support him too. She knows he's not perfect and he can still make mistakes; he's growing just like everyone else. Sometimes she will remember he's younger than her, but that doesn't account for much since her boss is 12 and she's used to people younger than her having leader-like positions. Sheee used to kind of view Mau as in a leader-like position in Sapphire, and to an extent she still does! But because Sapphire is so...mm, individualized? She doesn't really think of anyone as having a leader position. More accurately it's more of a veteran position, since he's Legacy and has been there the longest. ...I got distracted from what I was saying. She appreciates having someone on Sapphire that she can be open with! They're open enough with each other and their concerns that they can sort of work their way to a solution, or just be there for each other, which is healthy and how she thinks people should communicate! It's like the relationships she has back home and she treasures being able to build that kind of relationship with someone in Aather a lot. She will pull back and try to work her way around things with almost everyone else, or hedge her opinions in order to not offend or cause trouble, but with him she'll speak openly. It's frustrating when she can't articulate her problems to him because she knows he wants to help :( ...That was all I had in my train of thought so if you want something specific you can ask for that.

Did you want Haruki and Jill too. that can be my question. NO WAIT REVERSE ME and then if you want Haruki and Jill too I can do that.

[fishpanties]

DECO AND AATHER RELATIONSHIP

[appleofhiseye]

DIDN'T I ALREADY DO THIS A LITTLE WHILE AGO i forget I will do it again

For Deco she loves Coco lotssss, she is a precious friend that Shirayuki wants to support and protect! She trusts her completely and kind of wants to find ways to spoil her rotten like she tries to do with Jackal, I KNOW THIS PLACE SUCKS BUT BE SAFE AND HAPPY. She feels comfortable enough to go flop in Teal when she doesn't want to be anywhere else, and they're able to find nice things to do even when things suck.

For Aather she is now her teammate and I don't think they're threaded much past that so it's still kind of just "Berry is back and Berry is on my team '^'" She's really really really happy Berry is out and okay but she's mostly been giving her space to go do her own thing and settle back in, since it's only been a few days. She figures it's better to let Berry go at her own pace so even though Apple is really happy and wants to do things with Berry all the time, she's letting it go and letting her spend time with Kit and Coral.

that was as far as my thought process went so REVERSE

[surefire]

First impressions?

[appleofhiseye]

FOR APPLE OR HARUKI OR BOTH I'm like 75% sure they've both talked to Lambda a bit.

Haruki thinks she's interesting! He is automatically wary of her because she's Snow's teammate and he has probably told her Things :') but he's also kind of entertained by her behavior and willing to play along with it. He doesn't consider her someone he could be friends with, since he doesn't see any reason to be open with her and she's the kind of person that just kind of screams bad decisions, but she's nice as someone to talk to every now and then.

Apple is vaguely reminded of Coral personalities (somehow she has never gotten this from anyone else on Kuntize haha) in her playful behavior and overall thinks she's nice. Her personality seems a little overwhelming to Apple, but she doesn't mind talking to her and thinks it's kind of endearing.

REVERSE!!

[worlddomination]

do you like me y/n

[appleofhiseye]

YYYYY

Mint is ridiculously endearing and they both just top each other with feelings every now and then and everything is cute. Shirayuki actually appreciates it because it's a decent push and pull relationship, where there are some things one of them can do better than the other and they balance each other out with it. Also Mint is open and honest and being like that is cool '^' also Mint can fight all the monsters and be a badass kyaa kyaa

DO YOU LIKE ME BACK Y/N

[fayzedandconfused]

ME

[appleofhiseye]

THAT'S NOT A QUESTION

unless you want Jack on Brianna in which case I am good at interpreting

[blackjacked]

Apple's thoughts on Kit's heart game!

[appleofhiseye]

UHM gosh I'm too tired for this I will probably come back and add more on in the morning b-but she was actually relatively...okay with it? At the end, at least! No, not okay, what is the word. Tired. Yes. ICly she is very TIRED of heart games and she mentioned to Shark that she doesn't think they're necessary, and she doesn't! Red's heart and Judith's heart she didn't really seek to change anything; her goal in hearts is always to just find the person whose heart it is (she kind of instinctively seeks out the true heart, basically). And because she's aware her heart game messed her up and has seen hearts messing other people up, the very idea of them is distressing. Her changes are very tentative, and most of the time she just tries to ask the true heart for confirmation whether or not it's okay, or if she should go fix something. (Shark's heart pissed her off because she couldn't goddamn find Shark and when she was about to break the mirror to see if it would lead him to her, she hesitated and didn't. And by the time she got back Kazuki had reinforced it...tangentially :B) She's spent the last like...idk I think it's been 2 IC weeks, or 3? Dealing with hearts that got screwed up last time. So going into this one, and having it be Kit's heart, was terrifying. She knows he hates heart games and she...likes him the way he is, with all of his flaws! Even if it pisses her off sometimes, she doesn't want to go into people and change them.

So! When Kit's heart said "come and get me~" she was relieved, because she figured it would keep everyone in line searching for Kit and they wouldn't mess with anything. And that's her goal in hearts anyways, so it aligned with what she wanted to do! It was also...Kit, so on some level she had the idea that nothing would hurt her, because Kit wouldn't hurt her :|a THIS IS A MISPLACED IDEA SHE HAS ABOUT HEARTS and she knows it is because she knows people get hurt in hearts, but SHE has never gotten hurt in a heart so she lets herself keep believing in that. And her trust in Kit to not hurt her was what led her to nonchalantly bet her key in poker :') because it's something she needs to keep her safe from the Darkness so even if she lost it she had faith he'd give it back to her. BETTING MY THINGS AWAY IS SHOWING I TRUST YOU, KIT!!!

what am I talking about again ANYWAYS SHE HIT ALL THE SURFACE STUFF and then they found the Kit and she was pleased until it sunk in that not everyone was there and people had wandered off and shit what if they're touching things no. But when Kit kept being like I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO DOWN THERE :( she...would have stayed, at that last comment. She was already fretting over the purple paint because even though she was like NO THIS IS A GOOD THING Kira flipped out and she'd messed up by taking the book so she was very .-. maybe I will sit on my hands and do nothing now that I found Kit. BUT THEN he was like no you can go and well if Kit says she can go into the parts of his heart that he's scared of then maybe that means I don't screw things up and I will go drag everyone back up here '-'!!! If she had walked in on Shark and Canary in ANY OTHER ROOM where they were messing with stuff she might have let her anger get the better of her and bitched them out. For existing in Kit's basement ;A; Look sometimes there are things you put in the basement that no one is allowed to find and it is okay that means you are normal we live death games shhhhhh. But she didn't know what they'd done! So it's not like she could yell at them when she didn't know the whole situation. And what part of it had been them or Alena and no matter who it was she just knew things had been changed so she was freaking out because. Uhm change in a heart game means you turn out like Fire or Shark. ...And then she ended up helping tear down the helplessness because she touched it and :') hates that feeling :') that is a feeling that can go.

I really have no idea what the original question was OOPS but by the end it didn't seem like anything had been damaged and Kit kept saying he'd be okay. By the end of Shark's heart she KNEW something had gone wrong, but with Kit's she didn't feel like that. And he was...mm, tired but relaxed? By the end of it, so she figured he'd be okay. Having him start crying in endgame was...worrisome, yes, because she knows he hates crying in front of other people :( But she is tired of heart games so just, mm, emotionally drained from them, and she believes Kit will be okay as long as they repeatedly punch him in the feelings '-'b

i don't even know if this answers your question but i think i hit everything REVERSEDMANIT I CAN'T REVERSE THAT THIS QUESTION IS SILLY. Maybe you should tell me how Kit's dealing with it even though he's only been in like one post since his heart game

[ersatzprince]

Hello Apple do you like me '-'

[appleofhiseye]

Y-yes Vanilla is so nice /// I think she told him when they met that she thinks he’s sweet, and she does! He’s more on the same level as her when it comes to surface interactions, which tends to put her at ease. Even if he doesn’t always understand where she’s coming from he’s polite about it and that makes it easier to relax around him even if they don’t agree on something. Between him and Coco, Teal is one of the places she feels most comfortable flopping when she quits Sage for a little while. She is not the best at showcasing her emotions but when he vanished she was worried he’d end up in the portrait like a lot of other Teals she knows ;A; So seeing him again is a huge relief even though they’re still stuck in murdergame central. 

REVERSE!!

[foreversolo]

IDK RELATIONSHIP FOR WHOEVER YOU WANT

[appleofhiseye]

I CAN DO BOTH I like using lots of words today. LEO IS THE COOLEST Apple likes him a lot ‘-‘ He calls her Miss Apple which…she likes…she has a thing with names in Deco, like not everyone is allowed to call her whatever name they please!! If she’s unsure about someone she just introduces herself as Apple, because that person is not allowed to call her Shirayuki. But people from Aather, like Leo and Kit, she likes them calling her Apple because that’s her name to them. And Miss Apple is just different from what anyone calls her SHE LIKES IT OKAY. When she had no idea who she was or what to do he recognized her and said her name; it was a good foundation to help her get her bearings, even if he didn’t know her that well in Aather. She is able to be as confident as she is in herself and what she believes in because of that! …That might be a bad thing depending on how you look at it since she is stubbornly against killing people because of it but whatever. She is kind of aware that he is not all together, but he’s only ever been nice to her so NO BIG DEAL. Also he likes to read ‘-‘ Reading is good ‘-‘ Sometimes his teasing is too much or overwhelming especially when he does things like kiss her on the hand in a kissing game NO STOP THAT ////!!!1! but otherwise she recognizes him as someone she can trust completely and also when you are sad I will be there for you shhhhhh. You are my friend I will do my best to protect you.

Kirito she has less solid feelings on, but she likes him! When he had “but I replaced a person” moment she was just immediately like NOPE DENIED and was very pushy with her insistence that he wasn’t, and he let himself be dragged along anyways. She kind of gets the feeling there are Things they will strongly disagree on in the future, but he’s respectful of her way of thinking and willing to talk things out. As long as he’s able to be rational at her and honest she is willing to do the same in return, basically. Keeping a level head compared to…anyone on Sage ever, GOOD JOB BONUS POINTS. He also gets subconscious bonus points because he is wearing blue and blue is Sapphire ;A; 

REVERSE

[pitching]

APPLE ON HIKARU

HARUKI ON NATSUME 'w'

[appleofhiseye]

APPLE LOVE DRAGONFLY NOTHING HAS CHANGED THERE. Uhm I think he is the only person she will actually hug besides…Mau and Selenia? She is usually never one to initiate hugs but SHE WILL DO IT FOR DRAGONFLY. As far as recent events go she is really happy that he has his brother and his friends have come out of the Book or gotten away from Dream and that Shark is back to normal because she could totally tell he wasn’t handling any of it. She can poker face through things and Kit can poker face through things, Dragonfly cannot. So she would try to do little things to bring his spirits up, like being willing to hug him and getting him lots of fun things to play with, even though those are obviously only short-term solutions to a long-term problem. He has a lot of energy and needs to be constantly entertained, so sometimes that’s overwhelming, especially when doing something like trying to keep his spirits up. But she’s also gotten used to it enough that she’s willing to be herself anyways and wait for him to settle into something he can entertain himself with, and trying to give him things that he can do. Idk what else to say, she’s comfortable around him? It never comes up but she’d be willing to talk about her home or her problems with him if he asked (she just also knows he would probably never think to ask). 

Haruki issss comfortable around Nastume, friendere ‘-‘ He LIKES loud types like Kazuki et al, but having someone more mellow is less energy and nice overall because lol di[e]cecast and feelings overload in every thread. So he is cool with having someone who it is totally okay to just sit next to and talk about cats or the weather like old people. He doesn’t have a lot of super deep feelings on it :|a But outside of Amethyst and di[e]cecast he doesn’t talk to a ton of people, and he doesn’t have vague murderous feelings at Nastume at all, so THIS IS WINNING AT FRIENDSHIP. He’s also aware Emerald as a team is a pacifist team so he doesn’t have to worry about Nastume targeting anyone he would yan for. YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT, NASTUME ‘^’b   

TELL ME THINGS BACK  

[unnoticeaball]

Machika's thoughts on Kuroko, and Apple on Lua? :|b

[appleofhiseye]

Machika forgets Kuroko exists sometimes—no I mean she thinks he’s pretty cool. She likes ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE, loud ones and quiet ones and anything in between. He seems a little quiet but that just means she gets to talk more :|a And if he likes doing stuff that’s good enough for her! She would play basketball with him or steal his puppy to play with or whatever, he seems chill enough to be able to deal with her being herself so she’s just gonna…be herself at him /o/ Sorry if you get violenced at some point for being dumb.     

Apple thinks Lua is sweet, gosh. I think her first impression of Lua was…man I can’t remember what it was, but I just remember her being unsure about it. Possibly because she thinks Canary is a bag of dicks (not literally) (they just don’t seem like nice people) (but they might be nice people and I just catch them as bad times) ( :|a!!! ) and maybe the way Lua was on their first meeting but I totally forget because I have the mind of a sieve. But that impression has shifted! Duchess seems very earnest and matter-of-fact; she’s not exactly modest about it, but having confidence in who she is and what she can do is something Apple really admires about her ‘^’ She wants to be able to help her talk through her problems with someone or at least be able to support her even if she doesn’t know what’s going on. So at the very least she will give her a place to stay and feed her food and be there if she wants to talk!! 

Reverse reverse!!     

[heroic_homemaker]

Obligatory relationship opener

[appleofhiseye]

For which one I have cr with all of yours

[glorious]

...APPLE DO YOU LOVE ME?

[appleofhiseye]

UNCONDITIONALLY

SELENIA DO YOU LOVE ME?

...do you want me to use more words I can also use more words

[restorefromsave]

Relationship me with Apple and Haruki on Shark and Sion.

[appleofhiseye]

Apple is glad Shark is back to normal (?) and next time she knows to just break a goddamn mirror if she sees one in his heart. Is doing a very good job of pretending those doki doki feelings she found in his heart don't exist. Would have totally decked him in Kit's heart if she hadn't come across them in the helplessness area because oh my god you should know better you dumbass. GOOD TIMES.

Haruki still wants to kill Shark. Maybe a little less??? Programming is still kicking in tho sorry :(

Haruki does not want to kill Sion but he hasn't really talked to Sion much, he actually thinks Sion is pretty okay :|a

REVERSE because i can never think of proper questions

[wouldntkilladragon]

Hi Apple!

[appleofhiseye]

HI RIDER

...I can totally brain this it isn't even that late, uhm Rider kind of broke a lot and Apple fussed over him so now she's just going to kind of fuss over him all the time??? Yes. She likes that he's willing to learn and wants to learn all the things!! When she tells him to be more confident and believe in himself and what he is able to do, she is being genuine. His curiosity and desire for knowledge are things she sees as very positive. But she knows if she keeps throwing positive reinforcement on him it won't teach him anything, so she's just kind of trying to be honest with him and point out the good and bad :|a He's still going through a tough time and gosh there have been a lot of tough times for everyone so she figures the best she can do is be there for him if he needs it and be willing to honestly try to help him work through things. There are still plenty of times when he grates on her nerves by doing stupid things, though that was more way in the past than anything recent. And if they come up she'll totally be willing to tell him off for them! But for now just pettings and giving him lots of homework, I will teach you all about medicine okay.

TELL ME THINGS BACK

[tocatchafallingapple]

supppp

'-'

'-'!!!

relationship me yo

[appleofhiseye]

There are a lot of feelings going on

like a lot a lot

I do not know where to begin

[virtuallyroyalty]

HEY HARUKI LOVE ME

How did you find Kazuki's heart

[appleofhiseye]

...I don't understand the question. I found it to be a heart??