Content ✿ Trying something we made? (We make medicine why are we trying it?) ✿ Chief Pharmacist is a horrible influence. "She was fine when I gave her alcoholic beverages before." ✿ P-passing out from one drink...And then waking up later determined to do something!! And Obi is following. ✿ Still being like 75% tipsy from the wine whoops ✿ I SUDDENLY REALLY NEED A HORSE ✿ Trying to trick Obi into turning away (it seemed like a good idea at the time okay) ✿ Oh, he's following me? ✿ Being a prince is the perfect thing for Zen! And I want to be able to support him but I defeated him!!! And people make fun of him when I'm with him. All the bad feelings right now. ✿ Raxd ended up being punished for something. We have to go do something but no idea what. LET'S JUST NOT SIT HERE DOING NOTHING. ✿ "If you really want to go, I can take you there." ....'-' ✿ But it turns out Obi already went there because Zen was concerned. And they're hanging in there. Which is the best thing for the moment. ✿ And then passing out happened but she kind of hears the conversation with Obi and Zen because she mentions it in a later chapter.
Learned ✿Oh my god why has she done this more than once my superior is irresponsible? ✿ Marquis Haruka is a sort of terrifying force in our lives... ✿ Some place called Raxd was punished and it is very upsetting. PARTS OF THIS ARE NEGATIVE SO I MADE IT NEGATIVE. But the overall feeling of "I let Zen down oh nooooo" is there throughout. And even though it ends on a lighter note, nothing actually got resolved on that front and Raxd is still being punished. So it couldn't really be positive either. ✿ Sitting around and doing nothing is equally upsetting and not being able to help them or Zen is upsetting it's really bad okay. +2000 WANT TO HELP ZEN ✿ Increased super restlessness about something not being done ✿ Alcohol is a bad idea... ✿ Being able to express feelings and frustrations! With. Obi. Perfect friends who offer to help her accomplish things why is everyone wonderful and how do I deal with these feelings
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Shard 7
Date: 2014-10-24 06:37 pm (UTC)Memory: Getting Drunk
Significant Negative
Chapter 11, page 23 to Page 41
Content
✿ Trying something we made? (We make medicine why are we trying it?)
✿ Chief Pharmacist is a horrible influence. "She was fine when I gave her alcoholic beverages before."
✿ P-passing out from one drink...And then waking up later determined to do something!! And Obi is following.
✿ Still being like 75% tipsy from the wine whoops
✿ I SUDDENLY REALLY NEED A HORSE
✿ Trying to trick Obi into turning away (it seemed like a good idea at the time okay)
✿ Oh, he's following me?
✿ Being a prince is the perfect thing for Zen! And I want to be able to support him but I defeated him!!! And people make fun of him when I'm with him. All the bad feelings right now.
✿ Raxd ended up being punished for something. We have to go do something but no idea what. LET'S JUST NOT SIT HERE DOING NOTHING.
✿ "If you really want to go, I can take you there." ....'-'
✿ But it turns out Obi already went there because Zen was concerned. And they're hanging in there. Which is the best thing for the moment.
✿ And then passing out happened but she kind of hears the conversation with Obi and Zen because she mentions it in a later chapter.
Learned
✿ Oh my god why has she done this more than once my superior is irresponsible?
✿ Marquis Haruka is a sort of terrifying force in our lives...
✿ Some place called Raxd was punished and it is very upsetting. PARTS OF THIS ARE NEGATIVE SO I MADE IT NEGATIVE. But the overall feeling of "I let Zen down oh nooooo" is there throughout. And even though it ends on a lighter note, nothing actually got resolved on that front and Raxd is still being punished. So it couldn't really be positive either.
✿ Sitting around and doing nothing is equally upsetting and not being able to help them or Zen is upsetting it's really bad okay. +2000 WANT TO HELP ZEN
✿ Increased super restlessness about something not being done
✿ Alcohol is a bad idea...
✿ Being able to express feelings and frustrations! With. Obi. Perfect friends who offer to help her accomplish things why is everyone wonderful and how do I deal with these feelings