MOST IMMEDIATELY he feels very very... weak right now. Waking up crying without knowing why he was crying was horrible on so many levels. One, he hates crying in front of people. Two, he had to be comforted and taken care of by other people when he's usually the one doing the comforting. Three, he was told it's because he had a heart game and something happened during it and heart games are awful and invasive and he feels so incredibly exposed right now. Which is really bad for him because Kit is a character of masks and facades, and the moment you tear those down is the moment he panics. He can already kind of tell what was done to him, as he feels so miserable and isn't even trying to lie about it, which basically tells him that they must've broke something in SADNESS or in POKER FACE. The latter part trips him out a lot because he's come to rely on that ability to pretend he's okay. It's sort of a comfort coping mechanism for him, as unhealthy as it is. He is trying his best to brush his discomfort with that off as well but in all honesty he's just coming off as extremely tired, which... is about as much as he can manage right now. He is aware that he hasn't been changed on a huge level, which is a relief to him! But the extra guilt and the extra sadness and the weakened poker face will make him a little more fragile for an ic day or three. He does feel like he'll recover! He just isn't sure when or to what degree. (Secretly the guilt and sadness will go back to normal levels with time but the weakened poker face is here to stay).

Beyond feeling like a weak mess he is also sick and tired of heart games. THERE HAVE BEEN TOO MANY THIS WEEK :(

Tell meeee why Apple ran from Rapunzel when she came back.